Standing Still

I thought.. I thought that I had moved on. I remember on midnight when new year has begun, I  swear, I promised myself that I’ll be good. I’ll have a new life, I’ll be happy with my life here. After all these years I believed I did it. I believed I left them behind. I believed I did it because right after I made that promises i felt… enlightened.

But tonight, after being so miserable with my own feelings these days. After being so pathetic remembering, recalling, looking those memories back. After I re-thinking about my feelings I realized that I had never moved from that spot. I thought those feelings are totally gone, but I was wrong. Those feelings were burried deep, deep inside this heart, and it’s coming to surface a little. I realized after all these years all I did was just standing still.


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